Numbing pain all over,
Heart shattering into pieces,
Why does this have to happen?
If I could cry blood tears to show the pain,
I would.
I’m sick of crying,
Tired of trying.
I may be smiling,
But inside I’m drying.
I’m falling over the edge,
And there’s no one there to catch me,
No one there to pick me up.
I’m suffocating under the agony,
And there’s no way to come up.
I wish I could take all the tears I shed,
And fucking drown you in them for you to come close to the pain I’m feeling.
Time to take the blade again and run it down my arm,
Watch the blood drip off my fingertips.
I bleed to know I’m alive,
That I can still feel.
You’ll miss me when I’m gone,
With perfect scars upon my wrists.